cishh. i despise emomo posts.

hah. shopping can be so tiring. it's like a 9 to 5 job. but once you find the spark in it, everything starts to brighten up.
the best time of the year's here!
Merry Christmas everyone!

YOU.just a phase.

you.take up most of my thoughts.I can spend the whole day just staring at your pictures. even if they are candids or unglam ones. because you always take good shots. i just want to

I'm so ecstatic right now, i'm overwhelmed, this good feeling. but i don't know what's it about. prolly cause exams has just ended! wheeeee. tired and excited and relieved... but mostly relieved.


Have you ever wondered why in movies, parents always tuck their kids under comforters when you think hey it's so hot, why do you even need a comforter? now i know that, it's always cooling here, more so in the states or so. i'd appreciate a warm bed and comforter, warm from after the dryer. but now, the warmth is no longer appreciated. it's too darn warm now! summer's such an intruder. we want spring! spring spring spring!!

we are only human.
we don't get what we want and get what we don't want.
we desire what we don't have and when we get it, we are so doubtful.
sometimes i don't even understand.lol

Updates!Updates! Read it while it bakes!

It's been awhile, hasn't it? well, well, let's see what happened while we were away............nothing much really. oh how i despise when the brain freezes at spontaneous thoughts. as you all may have not know, my babe stopped functioning a couple of weeks ago. that would have been the toughest days if not for what God have planned, i'd say, and to thank Him for His plans and a lovely biggiebro. yes, if you've not guess, the lappie konk out all of a sudden! God knows what happened! and having to think that there'd be no connection to the world!? just the most horrendous thought! but thanks to biggiebro, we kinda figured out a way. and now that babe's back, i hope everything would be fine. oh she wasn't functioning as well as she was when she first arrived back into my arms! oh well, that's that. and for the record, everything was wiped out!

now, if you like, i'd give you a summary. we had a younger version of paul mccartney, for a unit called cost info. but the bigger surprise was, half way along the semester, i realized, i actually have siva as my cost info tutor! yes siva! as in our very own sikah. man, you guys should see the way she talks! i bet siva would win the best impersonator award. both of you are so much alike from the hair to the specs to the big smile to the height and of course you have it, she also have it: trademark long limbs! i think i've found your other twin, siva! however, of course, there's always the funny thing. it's the way she talks. don't really know where is she from, bangladesh? sri lanka? i have no idea. what i should have done was.... record a session of tute so that you guys can watch! maybe, i'll ask my friend to do that, just maybe! that would be fun!

next, we had ellen de generes for law and bert the bear as a tutor. this semester on the other hand (like essay only), i have a cross breed between dustin hoffman and kevin costner as the accounts lecturer, groff the gangsta as the tutor and uncle sam the fisherman for finance. the rest are really not famous.

hmm....oh yea we went to sydney, if you had not already know. freaking cold sydney! the weather here's really crazy. c-r-a-z-y! but it's for real! just the other day it suddenly turned warm but now its back to cool, which me like! they have real drizzle, REAL sun, R-E-A-L wind. real wind that could sweep you off your feet! it was once reported as strong as 70kmph. man you could kill with that!lol

oh and i wonder why displeasing, unsatisfying stuff that i'd bound to regret always happens in the midst of people i'd categorize as favourites?! why oh why??!

that's all for now, i guess. gotta catch up on sleep!

me loves and misses ma peeps, yo!


p.s a special request from a special friend: bao is obsessed with junsu. happy? ;)

you are the only one, whose head i'd want to rip off right now :)
oh no there's prolly a few, but you definitely top the list.

Paint me beautiful.

oh right, im back here in my not-very-comfortable black chair. but that's the only chair i've got, that's unless, i get another one. but ill put that aside, for now, ignore the hassle of going out getting the chair, stuffing it into the car, if not rolling it all the way bac home, onto the bus and train, God forbid if it rains, and the stares of passerby, and i know what they'll be thinking... newbie, rite. ughh, its horrible enough to imagine. so, put that aside, coz i made myself sit here, now at almost ONE AM, when im suppose to be sleeping already, ok i made myself sit here to write, of course. i actually planned to post during the hols but as you can see, its one week already.

first and foremost! i cannot agree more with you bao, about your 11 april post.haha. that's right. i think we are on almost the same boat. almost the same. the same type of boat but perhaps differently designed.teehee. maybe, your's more, goth and have chunky ornaments, while mine is... mine is... i don't even know what is it.bleh. you know, sometimes, you've just got to go against your bad-self ,which is almost always more powerful than the good :)haha.

i realized i say hey first. initiative,haha. but the rule is not to say hey too many a time in a day, not more than three, i would say. or you'll risk looking desperate, which you wouldn't want to, of course. the first time, say hey (the name) and perhaps a small chat. then the second, smile. the third hey again.haha. if you meet the fourth, just pretend you were too busy to notice. LOL. you know what, ill smile and chuckle inwards-ly to myself if i see... and remember this. crazy, i know!

just about the other day, i was too bored so, i decided to visit your blog, bao. and as i scroll and scroll, suddenly, i found myself staring at this picture. it looked familiar, but it didnt really clicked at a glance. but it did in seconds. hold on. now i remembered. i wasn't bored. i wanted to just get away for awhile from the gloom of tests and assgs, i think. so, yea im not exaggerating or what, but it was the post with my pic :). it doesn't really look like me. i can't believe im saying this. haha. but yea, maybe coz i've gotten used to me with short hair. and by the way, i dont' rememeber taking that photo. thanks a million, bao. coz it really did made my day. it was just there when i needed it :). btw, you don't have to purposely send snail mail over you know. its kinda expensive, i think. i know its really nice, but no, dont trouble yourself, okay. thank God, it was the other day that i decided to visit your blog, bao, coz it were to be today, i'd prolly missed that post, coz it won't be on front page.haha, just so you know.

oh speaking of visiting blogs, i've recently realized that this hidden, isolated, unpublicised little page has quite a few guests. silent angels, i would say. haha. so, just say a short hello unannonymously and no pseudonyms, of course. i know you want to, because pleasant surprises always delight me!lol.

i've yet to put up a chatbox, but for now, of course you know where to speak your voice.

alright, that's all for now!

p.s ive actually got a checklist on topics to write.haha.crazy, i know. gosh that was only two out of the whole list and that was long. and there's really no connection between title and content, if you realized.haha. tell me if you think there is. i just like the way it sounds! enough for now. goodnite!