Paint me beautiful.

oh right, im back here in my not-very-comfortable black chair. but that's the only chair i've got, that's unless, i get another one. but ill put that aside, for now, ignore the hassle of going out getting the chair, stuffing it into the car, if not rolling it all the way bac home, onto the bus and train, God forbid if it rains, and the stares of passerby, and i know what they'll be thinking... newbie, rite. ughh, its horrible enough to imagine. so, put that aside, coz i made myself sit here, now at almost ONE AM, when im suppose to be sleeping already, ok i made myself sit here to write, of course. i actually planned to post during the hols but as you can see, its one week already.

first and foremost! i cannot agree more with you bao, about your 11 april post.haha. that's right. i think we are on almost the same boat. almost the same. the same type of boat but perhaps differently designed.teehee. maybe, your's more, goth and have chunky ornaments, while mine is... mine is... i don't even know what is it.bleh. you know, sometimes, you've just got to go against your bad-self ,which is almost always more powerful than the good :)haha.

i realized i say hey first. initiative,haha. but the rule is not to say hey too many a time in a day, not more than three, i would say. or you'll risk looking desperate, which you wouldn't want to, of course. the first time, say hey (the name) and perhaps a small chat. then the second, smile. the third hey again.haha. if you meet the fourth, just pretend you were too busy to notice. LOL. you know what, ill smile and chuckle inwards-ly to myself if i see... and remember this. crazy, i know!

just about the other day, i was too bored so, i decided to visit your blog, bao. and as i scroll and scroll, suddenly, i found myself staring at this picture. it looked familiar, but it didnt really clicked at a glance. but it did in seconds. hold on. now i remembered. i wasn't bored. i wanted to just get away for awhile from the gloom of tests and assgs, i think. so, yea im not exaggerating or what, but it was the post with my pic :). it doesn't really look like me. i can't believe im saying this. haha. but yea, maybe coz i've gotten used to me with short hair. and by the way, i dont' rememeber taking that photo. thanks a million, bao. coz it really did made my day. it was just there when i needed it :). btw, you don't have to purposely send snail mail over you know. its kinda expensive, i think. i know its really nice, but no, dont trouble yourself, okay. thank God, it was the other day that i decided to visit your blog, bao, coz it were to be today, i'd prolly missed that post, coz it won't be on front page.haha, just so you know.

oh speaking of visiting blogs, i've recently realized that this hidden, isolated, unpublicised little page has quite a few guests. silent angels, i would say. haha. so, just say a short hello unannonymously and no pseudonyms, of course. i know you want to, because pleasant surprises always delight me!lol.

i've yet to put up a chatbox, but for now, of course you know where to speak your voice.

alright, that's all for now!

p.s ive actually got a checklist on topics to write.haha.crazy, i know. gosh that was only two out of the whole list and that was long. and there's really no connection between title and content, if you realized.haha. tell me if you think there is. i just like the way it sounds! enough for now. goodnite!