As we swing!

omgomgomgOH-AM-GEEEEE.........i'm such a bad blogger.quotebadbadbadddunqoute missjay. B-A-D.

if anyone should know, i keep on writing but don't seem to be able to hit 'publish post'.NOOO!!!!!

ok so let's see. hols has been a real turbulent ride: meaning goods with bads but overall funs, i thinks. first thing first, that I'm relieved to have gotten over being all over haha...the guy. ok the name's dan, if you would not have already known. but you should, coz i promised i would tell and reveal.haha...which i did, if you were listening :)

but then, over the hols, i kind of developed another obssession. my goodness...am i into older guys now?? oh,when we swing from one end to another!this' bad!real bad. like older guys, meaning...older guys! my, i sometimes can really ehrrdisgust myself. i think i do that pretty often. the thoughts, think-ed.tsktsktsk. boy, i tell you. i bet you do that too ;) *i shall/shall not reveal in time*

hence, it makes going back a mixed-emotional thing. i want to go back but i don't want to go back! how?

just the other night when i had a sleepover with my cuzzie...she kind of sent some realizations. we had trouble sleeping so we chatted til 3am. and when she woke up in the morning, she was so eager to tell me " Hey you know how you sleep last night??? you were like....and she explained" so basically, i was more than three quarters to her side, leaving her with less than a quarter! do the maths. and our face, just centimetres away. and that's on the biggest bed ever. poor her, had to sleep so straight, but fun and funny. so the realisation was...that i should be looking forward to some bruises on my knee for the next few months. she called me scissors leg.chopchop.lol.